you, just you.

you are so messed up, its not even funny. what the hell runs through your mind? you think youre so damn great? think youre so damn strong? dont kid yourself! hell, you cant even read a book without quivering, cant even watch a tv show without wanting to curl up into yourself. you are pathetic. you make peopl think youre okay, make people think yuore sweet. you know better, you know how damaged you are, you know how things still affect you no matter how much you tell yourself that it doesnt. you are an embarrassment. you think youve got mad skills, when in fact youve got nothing than what was taught to you. you are a bloody hypocrite. you want goodness? what a joke. you want to do something about it you say, yet youre still sitting on your damn ass doing shit nothing. i hate it.