Contradiction

Look at the state of my blog
So full of life with all its color
The smiling photo in the corner
But read through the words
A total utter contradiction
If it were paper and ink
You'd find stains and smudges
This author's heart is breaking
A state she swore never to be in
To have life revolve around one
Now that one is going
She falls apart and breaks down
I must've sinned so terribly
To have Karma bite back this hard
Now to live with its consequence
Please give me strength.


PS: this time of the year always brings me down. Too much tension in the air.

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