Dear fucked up bastards,
You two really tore an innocent girl into shreds and changed her life forever. She spent countless years of her teenage life on autopilot mode because of you two, and still sometime do during her later years when she reminisces.
She can't help but think what her life would have been like had you two not have interfered. How she would've been like if she had stood up for herself. If she could've then appreciated life and love more.
One of the most upsetting factors was that you two tore her away from God for quite awhile. Thank God that He was constantly with her and made Himself known to her through various means and loved ones. He brought her out of it and made sure she remained safe.
Everything seemed to be on rewind in her mind and she constantly struggled with it everyday, wondering how things could've been different, talking herself out of it and calming herself down for the most part.
Try as she might and possibly unknown to you two, she has sought help in various ways too. Forgive and forget she has tried repeatedly. But how does one forgive and forget once the scars has been etched in so deeply reminding her of her darkest days?
So, since one can't cry over spilled milk and there would be no sense in doing so anyway, positive forward thinking is the best option for her. She has tried her best to learn her lesson and come out as strong and resilient as she possibly can.
So, in a final say, she may never come to terms fully with what has happened, but she will try her best to move forward. Hopefully with God's help, she may learn to forgive you two and you two may realize your mistakes and would seek forgiveness from God and me.
*i cannot bring myself to even sign off this letter. Nor do I think I have to apologize for my harsh language, I remained as calm as I could in writing this. Everything is just too numbing to hurt anymore.
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone
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