ex-friends

i don’t even know where to begin
im fuming mad!

gosh! screw & fuck you all la!
how do you even have the heart to do something like this?!
how can you even bring yourself to do something like this?!

you know something?
thanks for opening up my stupid silly blinded eyes!
how stupid i was to be so desperate for your company
thinking id actually enjoy it
how i even called you “friend”

i used to make excuses for your behaviors
putting up with all your bullshit
casting them aside for the sake of friendship
id come back every SINGLE time!
thinking id be the better person
don’t give up on friends so easily!

i thank God that im not like you!
for all the complaining and bitching you do about another
you are SO MUCH more worse!!
they may have attitude problems
they may be cocky
they may be lame
but they sure know how to treat their friends right
and they know how to respect others
and they know they very basic concept of give and take
how you just have to suck it up every once in awhile
how you’re not the only FUcking one there
and how first impressions are bullshit!
ALL the things of which YOU DON’T HAVE!

you need to learn some lessons:

1. learn to LIE PROPERLY! gosh! seriously! you want to do what you always do, you fucking need to learn how to improve those sucky pathetic attempts you call “lying”
2. learn to multi-check your alibi and excuses! you would look so fucking miserable if another person contradicts what you said or did and only to expose you for the FAKE you are!
3. just STOP the pathetic ACTS already!  gosh! stop acting all chummy with me, don’t even bother contacting me! and don’t worry, i’ve learnt my lesson, i won’t bother you anymore either.
4. why even bother explaining yourself after the deed is done? its already done, isn’t it? so just shut up already! gosh, if you didn’t want me to know it before, why even bother telling me after?! to brag? if so, i say you’re seriously lame!

i may be stupid for being so desperate
i may be idiotic for being so naive and gullible and easily excited
i may be a sucker who’s willing to do anything for “friends”
i may be a total loser for being me
but at least im not an insensitive idiotic fake pathetic coward like you!
(you don’t even deserve to be called that, you’re so much lower!)

This is courtesy of our “friendship”

(image credit due to XxPANTERAxX)

this post goes out to “specially” for
you you and you
im sure you know the saying
birds of a feather flock together
i now understand why you all
are such close-knit friends!
good on you all!
keep it up!

after all,
with “friends” like you all,
who needs enemies?