give up already!

for once girl, forget it all
dont think dont worry dont nothing
just let go free fall and empty
no use in hope or expectations
dont hear dont listen
dont look dont see
dont you dare lay a want
there aint nothing you ever gonna know
aint nothing you ever gonna learn
count on no one but God and yourself
depend on no one else either
save yourself the trouble
and dont bother relationships
you’re only gonna hurt the other
and end up hurting yourself
you dear, are one big mess
no point in anything
definitely wont make a point in anyone else
you are a point
a point so small a speck to be blown away
so forget it girl
you aint gonna find happiness in anyone

.STOP.

 yes, even i cant stand my own voice

if only i could
to love and be loved.