un-amanda.

the name amanda means ‘worthy of love’

look into her soul
you’d see her heart breaking
from holding on too long
to a dream not worth chasing
it obvious to all even to her
that its pointless confessing
gets no one nowhere
and yet she’s still clinging

try as she might
the bond aint breaking
her heart once captured
its forever in the making
of time spent together
talking and laughing
moments she remembers
arent really worth preserving

going round in circles
her own tail she’s chasing
from one heartbreak to another
with tears she’s flitting
wish it would stop already
these silly nothings
to lose it all and cut all ties
she doesnt want anything

i loved you, still do
its been a few years and counting
i gave you my all
my heart, my everything
but hey, just throw it all away okay?
it dont mean nothing to you after all.