the last was just too deep
and i was free falling
into the bottom of the pit
that i couldnt get back up
couldnt even breathe
the pain from falling cut too deep
left a hidden scar
that concealed the open wound
i doubt id find another
to fill the empty space
im way too scared now
don't want to fall again
hurt way too many times
this time seals the numbness
i cant feel nothing at all
im pushing it all away
i dont think i could hear
stories of another
all happy and content
my life spent wondering
where it all went wrong
right from the very beginning
shouldve known better
this was different
nothing comes close
i fight the battle within me
i struggle with myself
i dont want to be weak
if only it were hate
perhaps this is my sentence
forever longing the elusive
how do they do it?
why do they care?
don't they know its bulls*it?
there's really nothing there
the illusion of complete
is really just a scare
who am i trying to kid?
i too once had a share
no more hopeless romantic
just another love critic
call me pessimistic
no longer optimistic
GET THESE THOUGHTS OUTTA MY HEAD!!! *#@*!
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