who? what? how?

actions speak louder than words
or so that’s what one heard
there are areas yet for understanding
intentions and motives left uncomprehending
of such happiness to have found
yet unsure of its solid ground
once given a part, given too the whole
did not one word heard of what’s been told?
such things don’t come easy
insecurity makes things queasy
kept in the dark seemingly alright
but really rather show off with pride
of secrets and lies rather not tell
how to face others when bidding them well?
to act so nonchalantly comes ever so easy
poker face perfected sang Gaga lady
but still wonder whatever is the intention?
simply shy? private? or ashamed of such devotion?
status left hanging
questions left avoiding
perhaps mere affections to do a rope in?
thus expect nothing more but mutual feeling?
garner not hope if not to blossom and grow
unsure of such a pace of fast and slow
where exactly does it stand?
hopefully answered with something solid to fend.

keep silent
left bare
who am i?
to you?