here we go again

she’s done it again
before its even begun
i wonder why she does it
set impossible times to meet

ive assured her from every angle
that with friends i only mingle
i tell the list of those who are going
i tell her what we’re doing
i tell her where we are
i tell her we won’t be far

she used to say don’t drink and drive
now on my friend’s transport i survive
she used to say don’t drink too much
now i only have one or two drinks as such
she used to say tell me all the details
i tell her all and everything it entails

yet nothing is ever enough
she still makes things rough
Cutting back on precious time
Under boundaries which are not fine
Realistic? its also not
For over it, countless times we’ve fought
Every time i try to assure her
Without a doubt, id end up in tears

why must she be so ridiculous?
when will i ever get my freedom?
im nearing 21 damnit!
i tell her the entire truth and plans of mine
i don’t lie or sneak out
whats wrong with coming back late each time i go out?
i don’t go every freaking day, do i?
just once in awhile!!
plus now, its right after finals
i feel stressed as it is
all i ask is for a night to relax
just because we’ve got visitors
pretentiousness that im good gets us nowhere!
im who i am!
im a good daughter when everything else is concern
all i ask is for no curfews the few times i go out late
is that SO much to ask?!
especially when i have trustworthy friends
who has done more for me then she’ll ever know!
GOSH! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!

no, you’re not helping either
i hate letting you make my life miserable too