Wondering Aloud...

so what if i do feel for you?
so what if i want to get close to you?
so what if i like being close to you?
so what if i enjoy the attention you're giving me?
so what if i like teasing you?
so what if i like the way i am in your arms?
so what if i like holding your hands?
so what if i like kissing you?
so what if i like holding you close?

what so wrong in wanting and liking you?
so what if i want to be more than friends?
so what if i want the traditional relationship?

so what if you dont feel for me?
so what if you want nothing more?
so what if you want nothing further?
so what if the traditional way will never work out?
what if i dont care?
what if i dont mind?

what if im very well aware of the risks involved?
what if i know that things would never work out?
what if i want it anyway?
what if im loving what i have?

why worry about what ifs?
why not just live the moment?
why not just see where this takes you and me?
what if it turns out good?

why not we respect the boundaries we set?
why not we initiate the rules firstly?
why not you stop worrying about me?
why not think that i can deal with it instead?

why think about the negatives?
when you can think of the positives?
why would we be stupid enough to throw away a wonderful friendship just cause of an awkward situation?
would you truly do that?
would you truly want it to turn out that way?
what if we made sure it doesn't get messed up?

if you're worried about hurting me,
what if i said you won't?
what if i told you i've handled far worse situations before?
what if i told you that just as you can purposely emotionally detach yourself from things, so can i?
what if i told you im totally fine if you eventually get yourself a partner?

whats wrong with thinking of this as a temp relationship until one of us finds an actual partner?
whats wrong if we do end up together?
is it really that bad? lol..

what if i said id totally back off this idea if you're not into it?
what if i said id respect whatever decision might be?

what if what im trying to say is that so long as we have mutual understanding and boundaries and mutual respect and open to one another that this idea might actually work out?
and what if i said seriously, what so wrong about feeling for someone in this idea?
would it really be mess everything up?
what if i said that it'll be okay?

what if i told you that id love to know what you think?
what if i said could you please reply me your views in this?