Busy = Distraction

I've been very extremely busy these weeks..

my mid terms are going on,
I have an essay due end of this month,
a video presentation due the following week,
another essay the week after that.

plus trial runs,
and experiments,
and write-ups,
and colloquium to do.

Sigh. I feel so torn.
you know why??
i feel so relaxed yet stressed.

plus, i have time to go out,
for shopping,
and prom.

I wanna scream my lungs out,
cry my heart out,
and lose my senses.