Insanely Crazy

Look at her, look at her.
Tell me what do you see.
Tell me Oh it just cannot be.
Such a minx, such a tease.
She's like a disease.
Pull her tight, hug her close.
Tug off all her clothes.
Wring her neck, pin her down.
All her screams you will drown.
Make it hurt, feel the pain.
Then she'll think she's insane.
She can't think, she can't breathe.
But it's her that you'll leave.
Shove her good, ruin her mood.
Tell her she's just a tart.
Spin her round, make her faint.
Make her nothing but taint.
Such a girl brings no luck.
Better not give a f***.
As she claws, hold her back.
Until she loses her track.
Throw the trash, say goodbye.
And end it all with a sigh.
Goodbye.

Late Night Ramblings

Again and again, like a broken record in my head.
This time and that time, never forgetting what had happened.
You and you were all it took, crushed and destroyed any being that I had.
This one and that one, keep on falling in the trap.
The cycle repeats, to break away never is a true and given fact.
Now this had happened, my life forever set.
Runaway Runaway from the Rabbit's hole today.
Don't chase the dark shadows, you'll fall even deeper.
It's always the rise and fall, wonder if I'd survive at all.
Ungrateful is my name, self-destruction is my game.
Forgiveness i seek, time and time again.
Never complete, always missing a single piece.
God takes me back over and over again, all i feel is so ashamed.
Unworthy is what i hear all day, all the smack about me they have to say.
I'm hanging on, I'm holding on.
Pull myself together, the best way that I can
I live a life so tainted, a scarlet letter scars my chest
I live not for me, but for those around me be
I can be anyone you want me to be
I can do anything you want me to do
All the things except who's truly me
I don't know, I live a lie each day
Am I really living or going thru the motions?
I love, oh how I love
I love with all my heart, I love unconditionally
It'll simply tear me apart, the love i have inside me
I'd do anything, I'd be anyone
But i cannot be me.

.idonotlikethatimrhymingagaincauserhymingisneveragoodsigntome.

Long Long Hair

I know my hair is long when:

1. It takes forever to dry.

2. Running my hands through my hair seems to never end.

3. It tickles my lower back.

4. I'd actually slap people in the face if I flip it up and away from my neck.

5. It strangles me while I'm trying to tie a ponytail.

6. My hands get tired from braiding.

7. Milkmaid braids can cross each other over the top of my head =)

8. It gets stuck in my top while I change.

9. It gets stuck when I lean back against a chair; Then I get a whiplash when I lift my head forgetting that its stuck.

10. It gets stuck under my underarms =S

11. I'm changing Faith and it tickles her.

12. It covers my boobs quite well! =P

13. I've been whipped on my back by wet hair.

14. People say "Wow, your hair is long!" & I don't know if its a compliment or a hint to chop off the mess.

15. I lean my head back & it touches my butt =P

Things you didn't know about my hair and I:

1. I have trichotillotomania; and that is why you find massive amounts of hair wherever I am. I only thank God I don't go to the extend of eating them.

2. I like people playing with my hair *winks*

3. My long hair makes me feel sexy.

4. This is the longest I've kept it.

5. I chop it off every time my heart breaks or when I need a change in life.

WTJ: Write/Scribble Something On The Edges

This page was quite fun to do, but my goodness, did i get a massive headache from the Sharpie fumes! =S Once again, love how it turned out! =)

WTJ: Write Backwards

I chose the "Lost Generation" poem by Jonathan Reed for this page =) I must say, i love how it turned out! It wasn't as hard as i expected it to be, and once your hand sort of got used to writing backwards, it became quite smooth with a few mistakes here and there. I might color in the background later on, but for now, I'm happy with the results!

WTJ: Make A Paper Chain

From This:

To This:

I'm not completely satisfied with the results, but I guess its quite satisfactory. I like it =)

WTJ: Draw With Glue

I bought a pack of glitter glue for RM3 & finished all the tubes by squeezing it on this page and leaving it to dry overnight =) I quite like how this turned out too =) might fill in the white spaces later on with white glue perhaps?

WTJ: A Page for Four-Letter Words

i love how this turned out =) I havent quite filled up the the top-right spot yet though. If i can find anymore small thin four letter words, id definitely stick more on, wherever space i can find =)

WTJ: Crack The Spine

The First Thing I Did =)

Wreck This Journal: Coming Soon!

Wreck This Journal by Keri Smith

So I got this book as my birthday present from Aaron & Amanda this year. What a fun experience it has been so far =) Soon to come, the progress and journey of the book.