my sleepover adventure =)

the queen went away to a distant land
so the princess had Cinderella’s curfew
was sent to a relative’s kingdom

the two little princesses were all too happy
immediately launched into a royal decree
of a full list of the things to be done
from setting a play with Barbie dolls
to a full royal makeover and fashion show
to premiere screening

the first day
was of setting up of the Barbie dolls
then the tour of a local marketplace called “Mydin”
then a walk around the local plains “Taipan”
then the screening of “Twilight”

the second day
was of princess lessons in “mathematics”
the screening of “Mermaidia”
the sumptuous tea of French toast
the dress rehearsal of the Barbie dolls
the voice practice at local “carolling practice”
the royal hair stylizing by the two little princesses
and the mini board game sessions

the third day
was of yummy lunch at Italiannies
the grueling training at rock-climbing (3hours mind you!)
and ending it with food of commoners, “Mcdonalds”

overall,
it was definitely a happy ever after for us three princesses
(and queen included)

-the curls, courtesy of the two princesses-

if only you were my prince charming

of excuses and lies…

i just realized that i haven't updated in awhile
its because
well, i would’ve blamed it on my college assignments
but that wouldn’t be true
i would’ve blamed it on me being caught up in things
but that would be a lie too

i guess id be honest and say im too darn lazy
lazy to finish what i started
because i have too much too say
with too little words or time
too many emotions to express
but no words to do so
(bottom line:too many redrafts)

so a quick update would be:
1. i have finished classes =) (technically)
2. i have been busy going out, yes.
3. i am still struggling with what i vowed earlier =(
4. i want want want more charms =(& lingerie!)
5. i desperately need to get onto an exercise regime!

so yes, that's all for now,
will update again when i get my mojo back! =(

in case you forgot how i look:

toodles people! mwah!

hoping you wont turn me down,
not for this particular request =(

shot by love

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It Makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, the one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life..you give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should just be friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in your imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
- Neil Gaiman :taken from thinkexist.com

to sum up how i feel about that quote is another quote:

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”
- also taken from thinkexist.com

don’t get me wrong, i don’t hate love, i love love. in fact, i love loving and to be loved in return. but im just on the wrong end of love right now. the simplest of things seem so overwhelming these days. its real funny how just one person, just one, is all it takes to turn your whole life upside down. to make your life a huge paradox where the person makes you both laugh and cry, warm and cold, attentive and ignorant. i didn’t plan on it happening this way, yet it did, and now im stuck, having trouble getting out of this, all of which is happening while the person is on the outside looking in. sigh.

be patient with me, kay?
i really am trying to get over you
its just taking longer than i hoped for.

l word changed my life!

i have just finished l word season 6
cried my eyes out to the last episode
felt every emotion in my system on overload

after journeying with these wonderful girls
all throughout six seasons
i cannot help but pay tribute

i swear,
l word changed my life.
i connected to each one of them in so many ways more than one, at so many different times of my life. they’ve taught me values about life, friendship, love, myself. taught me to cherish my own life even more and to appreciate all those around me wholeheartedly. as their characters grew through six seasons, i grew with them, coming out as a better person than i started off before the series.
it saddens me that it has already finished, but overall, i think they’ve wrapped it up good. the last episode is definitely the best episode ever. and Jenny has captured my heart, i don’t care how screwed up she may be, she’s wonderful! -just goes to show that nobody’s perfect…

talking, laughing, loved, breathing, party, fucking, crying, drinking, running, winning, losing, shiring, kissing, thinking, dreaming.
-this is certainly the way to live and love!

so cheers to L word!
RIP Jennifer Schecter, you’d forever be in our hearts.

still waiting for my imperfect half

million reasons why not

 

i fancy boy bands, but hate heavy metal
i love reading, but hate law novels
i love Chicken Soup for The Soul
i hate spoofs, but love sappy romances
im not athletic
i love shopping
i love my phone & i love messaging
i love my hair, and i love washing it
i hate bathing more than necessary
i love statement tees
i love my sky-high heels
i love bright colors
i love painting my nails multi-colored
i would want a tattoo
i still have curfews
im more shy than outgoing
i love Bombay Sapphire gin
i don’t go to the movies alone, but i love watching movies alone
i love having multiple pairs of jeans
i don’t like having breakfast
i take my medication when i must
i don’t like mints
i like Miley Cyrus, i don’t like rap
i love musicals and plays

im certainly not your average girly girl
i appreciate chivalry with a tinge of feminist traits

for all these reasons and more
i should be getting over it already
yet its SO DARN hard! damnit!

not any easier…

*RAWR!*

i wanna wanna wanna touch you
you wanna touch me too
everyday but all i have is time
make me your perfect crime

missing you…