Thursday, October 22, 2009

women who long, love, lust

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am currently hooked on season 6 of lword! =)

i, liken myself to Jenny
according to wiki,
she’s sweet, determined, but complex and eccentric
she is loyal to her friends and strong minded
her weaknesses are emotionally fragile, too honest
a deep fear that she’s one who doesn't deserve to be happy
she can be very sweet, but can also be cold
she know her way around things
can be quite a whiner

looking at what wiki said about my favorite, Shane
i might feel like im like her too
cause she’s the quiet,relaxed, loyal, kind one
she’s always on the look out for other people
but has her self-destructive traits too
not really into relationships but would like one
trouble saying no to people
understands monogamy but needs alone time too
but then again, i dont have her cool confidence or her style

im a girly girl! =)
which character do you think im like? =P

Cherie-Shane in season 3 & Jenny-Nikki in season 6 rocks! =P

im alice when it comes to you…

Friday, October 16, 2009

perfect for you…

thanks to Karen for intro =)

You & I by Michael Carreon (ft. Kat Badar & Jesse Barrera)

Verse 1:
I've tried to avoid this day for so long but it's finally here
Cause you and I used to be something special
And love and happiness was all we had for a couple of years
And then one day we decided to go our separate ways
Memories began to fade away

Pre-chorus:
but tonight
It's gonna be rough
cause tonight
You and I are gonna be
At the same place
At the same time
Why'd we have to have the same friends
You and I
I don't want you to think I miss you
Or that I hate you
I'm just tryna get through tonight

Chorus:
What am I supposed to say
So long since I've seen your face
Do you wanna kiss me
Or tell me you miss me
Or that you want me to leave
What am I supposed to do
Ain't nobody know the truth
But I'm not gonna waste my time
and try to tell you

Verse 2:
I never thought that you and I could ever be just friends
And what we had was nothing special
Love and happiness is what we'll never have
Honestly I don't think it was meant to be this bad

Pre-chorus:

Chorus:

i miss you.
i wish things were easier.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

i will survive!

i almost wrote a sappy note
pathetically desperately pining over you
i guess that night was the final straw
i heard it all, what you said, what you did
i broke down terribly-puffy eyes and all

but guess what?
i think im better off
as much as i love you
why bother waiting around
and showing you how much i care
when you dont feel the same way?

its gonna be hard getting over you
but i promise you this
i will try my very best
i hope this works out for you
you won’t hear from me for awhile
i bet you’re more than happy about that

funny how you did nothing
to have caused this
i dont blame you
i brought this upon myself
i fell in love with the wrong one
but i will not lose you as a friend
take care my cloudy buddy =P

i’ll miss you.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

somebody help me

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

unspoken words

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wish i had the guts to tell you,
but what difference would it make? =(

i love you.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Finding Mr.Right…in movies

i wanted to do a ‘500 days of you’
(based on 500days of summer)
but it was too obvious
so i posted it on my anonymous blog instead
yes, im a huge coward, sue me!

movielove

so this is what i came up with instead:

i noticed a pattern in the movies i love
about my hope in finding mr.right

Mr.Right Movies

Grease

  • Danny Zuko, a real tough leather jacket guy who was too ashamed to be seen dating the school virgin (instead of the pink ladies) cleaned up his act and became a jock
  • the guy can really hand jive!

10 Things I Hate About You

  • Patrick, a rebel who was supposedly a killer, who took on a bet actually fell for her and went the extra mile for her (even if it meant embarrassing his macho-ness)
  • loved the parts where he sang for her in the field and surprised her at the car park

My Best Friends Girl

  • Tank, a complete ass! who had devious evil plans to make girls suffer on terribly horrible dates, fell in love with his best friend’s girl and was actually empathetic, sweet and capable of really great dates and was even willing to sacrifice his own feelings for her for the sake of his friend

A Walk To Remember

  • Shane,the cool guy who made fun of the sweet religious preacher’s daughter, only to have fallen for her, went the extra miles for her and even went against his friends for her
  • loved the part where he took her to the state line (silly but meaningfully sweet!)

Pride & Prejudice (a classic & a favorite!)

  • Mr. Darcy who seemed so arrogant and snobbish at first, turned out to have a heart of gold and was actually struggling with how to express how he really felt for Elizabeth
  • love the pained confused look in his eyes and on his face when he confessed his love for Elizabeth

Dirty Dancing 2: Havana Nights

  • Javier, a waiter from the country club who dances like wow and manages to win one of the socialite’s hearts..he ain’t a looker, but he sure got the charm =)

Take The Lead

  • Antonio Banderas's character is true CHIVALRY! pretty much what guys these days sorely lack.. and plus, the guy can pull off Latin Ballroom dancing =) (i swoon for great ballroom dancers)

so if you noticed, my ideal dream scenario with a guy would be something along these lines:

a guy who has a shady past and seems like a total jackhole…he’s too loud and obnoxious or too geeky and uncool..doesn’t get the best comments from everyone.. or had WAY too many flings/relationships in the past…

but, he turns out to be a real chivalrous person, is NOT a chauvinist…has a heart of gold, and is polite to elders..has suave dance moves to lift me off my feet…reassures me and is strict with me…tells me that im worth much more than i give myself credit for…and!-he’s willing to go the extra mile, even if its silly.

anyone fits that description? =P

wishing you were my mr.right